Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in hhhhhhhhhh3's LiveJournal:

Monday, August 30th, 2004
9:01 pm	Fuck Everybody... I'm sick of dealing with everyones problems, i'm sick of taking the blame for everything, im sick of taking shit from people who are supposed to love me and care for me, im sick of everything and im not going to deal with it anymore. I'm done. just hope that the four of you enjoy your relationships together and dont notice a change in me... i wouldnt want it to get in your way of your perfect family. not like you ever notice anything anyways becuase for once in my whole life i think i actually realized it.. i think i am old enough to speak up and do everything you thought i would never be able to do and become everything you never thought i could become make out of myself. I'm going to prove you all wrong and in the end when you finally decide you love me and want me back becuase now i'm "perfect," i'm going to brush you off and keep living the life that i set out for myself. I don't need your one day of lets be nice to her today and then a week from then who cares we were nice to her a week ago. fuck that.. fuck that fucked up shit... Current Mood: rejected Current Music: echo - trapt (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 8th, 2004
4:59 pm	hehehe just feel like leaving a post so ppl can comment on it........ or maybe things i ve said to others............ (2 Comments |Comment on this)